
This one time, in band camp… okay, no it was actually in Tanoshii… I walked in with a bottle of wine, ordered an appetizer, poured myself a glass of vouvray, wolfed down both the appetizer and the wine, ordered a special roll, poured another glass, the roll came, I devoured two bites when Sushi Mike barked, "Slow DOWN!" I heard him. On multiple levels. Sure, I was really hungry, but that is not why I go to Tanoshii. I go to Tanoshii for the enjoyment, for the exchange, it's like a dance, a sexy delicious dance. We talk, we laugh, Mike, Chris, Cliff, Max all take great care in preparing these amazing rolls so how rude of me to just snarf it down like a dog without stopping to show the same respect and care in eating it! What disrespect. Reminds me of Juliette Lewis as Mallory Knox in "Natural Born Killers": "Next time don't be so fucking eager!" I mean, damn, I came to enjoy it. SO SLOW DOWN. ENJOY IT. And ease up on the wine already. A taste is to be savored, it's not meant to be shotgunned like some tailgating college freshman who's just lookin' to get sloshed.
I have usually been my own worst critic which in a lot of jobs has served me incredibly well because I am recognized as someone with a kick-ass work ethic who constantly raises his own bar. However, on a personal level, it sometimes does not serve me well… rather, my self criticism creates dread and doubt which can be debilitating at times. Like returning to blogging. I was so full of dread and self doubt - "who's going to want to read my blog?" "who am I to try to write a food blog?" "what if it sucks?" that I hurriedly put it together, just wanting to get it done. Reading other people's Best-of Lists, Year-End Reviews and re-reading my own I think of what Sushi Mike said… SLOW DOWN. Mine kind of reads like a hurried bowl lickin' and comes nowhere near capturing any of the amazing experiences as I actually enjoyed them. I would say my writing is rusty at best. So I gotta hone up them skills… and Slow Down. Those are my new year resolutions.
In reading the year-end and best-of lists of others I also realized I shortchanged Ruxbin where I ate every bite and really did lick the plate(s) in a state of total bliss and was treated like gold! So that'll be fixed.
Wishing you and yours a Happy and Healthy New Year!!